Kundalini Enlightenment

  This is my view - my interpretation of what it means to feel devotion... Devotion to my Kundalini comes in the form of devotion to my teacher. Some of the feelings that have occurred for me when doing the trataka are a deep longing to be near my teacher, a yearning towards completion and now when I look back it seems to me I was into bliss yet since I knew nothing of bliss it appeared to me to b e a great yearning or longing. It never took long to fall into the emotional upheaval that I felt when I looked at the picture for trataka. There was always a connection to the teacher. My entire life evolved around my devotion and love for my teacher. It was not until we did devotion in person that I realized the feelings I had been feeling with the trataka were true devotion and adoration. This is what had been missing for me. With the physical devotion things came together for me. I long - it is a physical pain at times- to be at the feet of the teacher. I have said that is where I fee...